hmm... it seems like a very short time yet it has been 6 months that i didn't stop by here.... but now i guess i have too many things to say..
1. about my volunteering experiences
2. shopping craze
3. school ( dahhhh)
4. foodelicious
wow... it seems like the coming half of 2010 will be so exciting . I am sure that i will b so bz..
Now I am a proud member of SG care, a volunteering community, and I am so happy to help out other.
Serious! no kidding! i mean i know that i m not so saint like or next mother Threasa, yet I never think twice to help someone needy. h'h'.. das the only good thing about me , i guess. So i enjoy all the activities. I will share a lot of photos with you all.. heehee... so wait and seee.

And although I am so broke, i still cannot stop eating out. And I still bookmark hungry go where in my computer. And ofcourse that iphone which everyone is oso mine and has hungrygowhere as an application. And ya, for that stool test ( yuck disgusting) which i must do is delayed coz i cannot keep myself from eating meat . milk ,egg and spices :( stool..u wait, and food.. u first :D

Andddd,,, ok.. say bye to my current hair...


Coz i m going to cut it short and nice... :) and i will upload my foto that time. :) and b4 i go off,
let me say.... happy June to you.. coz for me, This is always the best month of the year... :)

I do wish lots of things u know.... attainable or unattainable... coz just thinking about it is a pleasure for me... I am glad just to the fact that I can atleast wish for that :D .... One of my friends ( very practical one who always criticize me for being so hypocritical) said Stupid people wish... Real people make it come true........ that 's so wrong for me..... Doing sth which is unattainable is not being a real man yet being completely foolish ( i wish u were able to see that but i just wish.. coz it's unattainable.. u will nv realise it.. kweekwee) ... I wish but i nv wish it so desperately.. i wish it so cheerfully n with bliss for the pleasure of having the right to wish.. When i wish for a Alexander Macqueen;s 2010 spring summer collection shoe, i know it is unattainable at the moment yet i m happy coz of the few percentage of world population who knows Macqueen, i m included n i can atleast wish for it.. ....

Wish list.....attainable

(1) i wish i can make dresses for those whom i love.. hate...care..despise ..indifference.. treasure....disgust....
(2)i wish i can do the profession which my heart longs for..not my brain longs for...
(3) I wish i am the one who is sth for someone.. sth not bcoz i m related by blood to him/her nor coz i m in a relationship with him....
(4) I wish i can visit n explore 3 countries in this year 2010.....
(5) I wish those countries are India...Japan...Vietnan... or Taiwan.... :D

Unattainable

( 1) i wish my sis will nv get marry n love only me till the end of her life...
(2)I wish my sis will nv have kids but take care of my kids in case she gets married...
(3) I wish my mom will not scold me when i try to wear some bodysuit or bikini or one piece in Tailand........
(4) I wish i can walk gloriously in 6 inch platform shoes without having sore feet
(5) I wish i can become more willing to study....


i still have some few things ofcourse.. :D i will surely update my wishlist.. n will make a side box for the most updated wishlist.. :D now i will play games n please myself.. :D heehee

O..wee ... O.... :D hello everyone! ! ... yesterday night was fun... And last night, i threw away all the burden that i had carried all year long ... I feel so carefree, and it is surely a good thing.. Last year was (WAS :D ) so stressful n tiresome for me... Some relationship wreck up.... some health problems ... some malicious accusations from some bitches... some undone 2009 resolutions... Now it;s all over... :D right here i m blogging with my heart in a year in which i have done doing the things that i love the most... new year greeting to my dearest family n bf... playing poker with sis n cousin... eating my favourite food... n some other stuffs... :D I love 2010... i guess today is the best day of 2010... all that will come won't b that sweet ( i wish they rr sweet.. but who knows..)
Whatever.......
here're my new year resolutions.....
(1) Stop thinking toooo much...... stop dreaming....... stop acting cool....... stop chatting much.....
(2) Face the reality.. come clean.... work harder.... live carefree......
(3) Do at least one good deed a day.... Be a better Buddhism than 2009... Be a better daughter n
sister n a teacher and a better me than 2010.......

:) i believe if i do all of it, this year would b sweet enough to enjoy living.. :) whether it is a good year or bad year, 2009 still mean so much to me coz at the end of 2009, regardless of what had happened, i m alive, happy, love n beloved, most importantly i m with the people who mean the most to me.. my family.... the whole family were happy..healthy... n i thanks wholeheartedly to 2009 for this.... i love u 2009..... n i will always cherish ur days... muwahhh.....

In 2009, i didn't blog too much... Yet this year will be different.. u have to expect a lot more posts from me..... sharing my daily experiences ..tear...laughter.... anecdote... love... hatred... with u all..... blogging is all about sharing .... n my life is all about loving, enjoying my beloved people n my existences in this world..... let's enjoy another unexplored year.... Happy New year <3

eve

We r still in the festive spirit n look up for the upcoming New year night with much expectation... I m planning to do sth on that day... Most possibly Siloso Beach Party as it convinced me the first time i went there.. I heard they now bring the best DJ from this town n some others from abroad... :) means some good music n some hot guys which will make my count down splendid.. My aunt keeps urging me to go out with her to some marina bay countdown party or sentosa's one... But going with aunt means NO FUN... so i better do sth to give her a pretty good reason like i have arranged an outing n without me, it;s gonna ruined n some 10 people will b disgruntled ... :D cool cool.... ofcourse teaming up with our party people.. Michelle n Nicole i supposed...
n m going shopping tomorrow for that party... as I want to wear Maurie n EVE , i have to hunt for it in Singapore... or esle Beskhar or river island or topshop as they r what i can afford at the moment...... seriously broke as my money r with my sis n she lost her wallet in some KFC branch in Tiong Bahru plaza... ID, Nets, Credit card, and notes, all gone n we two r like starving... what makes it worse is that my Aunt lost her wallet in one of her taxi ride. U nv know how horrible my aunt is... u give me two situation, to live with a lioness which lost her cubs or to live with my aunt who lost her wallet..... Then i will chose the former.... sigh....

We r planning to dine at Jumbo Riverfront Sea food restaurant . :) i have to call sis to confirm the time... :) Since i woke up, everything i see is black pepper chilli crab.... i admit some r not crab yet drunken shrimp :D lollllllllz... food obssessed .... yes we r.... but what else will i eat when my diet doesn't have any meat except chicken for which i try to stop eating yet can't coz i love spring chicken so much...... sigh.... :(
I have fun talking about onion in Facebook.. :) Now i m a happy girl with some my friends around thou it is online or via phone calls... (it's better than u break apart alone) I will write about them some other days.. :) this coming year will b damn cool for me.... :) i can feel it... :D M in no relationship at the moment... good coz relationship is always something which makes u desperate..... :) well well well...,,, this will b all for today... i will update some other days.. :D love u n :) make sure u plan sth nice for ur new year eve.

YEAH!!!! it's jingle bell time!
Happy Christmas Eve to u all....... :) i will celebrate this year Christmas in Singapore.... :) last year, the christmas was perfect..... the Christmas Eve Supperr was so much fun as my cousin, my Ex-BF n I spent alot of our time preparing for it...... This year ...well not that much fun.... :( ... but i m happy as i said Merry Christmas to my best friend at 12 midnight...it's still christmas eve in Singapore that time..... so i decided to update my blog... well i take some fotos... and as i dined with my Ex-BF , i took some fotos of the food too.... Riverside....24th december...... 6pm...

:) at my friend's place as i help her make Christmas Log cake... :) it turn out pretty ugly n tastes disgusting... so it's just a waste of time n engery.. :( as sis sis is working , i m damn damn damn bored at night......

plus, the dinner ruined my festive spirit too.....

the problem of diet in all girls is always hard to handle.... :( most of us never satisfy with our shapes... too bad ..... but I and some others like me.. got different story relating to diet... :( actually i m adopting a very strict and un_humanly diet for like 6 months as i had gone through a tough sugery in last April.... It's all coz of the freaking health, i got to give up my all time favourite food... all dairy products plus meat...fast food...oily food...not much carbonhydrate intake per day... NO EUROPEAN FOOD... plus others .... losing weight so much that u become very comfortable with ur skin over skeleton structure, leading to something like eating disorder as i feel like i m gaining so much weight even if there is less then 2 pounds gain in body weight.... it is hard...much much harder than u've ever thought it would b.....

i used to be a hugeeeee KFC fan...but now i hate it more than anything... Rice burger with beef from Mos burger, my usual lunch , is out of league....N cereal n milk as breakfast is a NO NO.... the renowned chilli crab of singapore makes my eyes teary coz it makes my wounds all itchy n painful.... wasabi??? ai yo.. u go register a room in NUH first then eat it.....
Actually i m writing this not to whine about my tough diet... but to give a bit of strength to those who said who can't go on a simple diet with less calorie intake per day...YOU WITH EXTRA ENGERY STORE AS ADIPOSE CELLS IN OUR BODY can't do what I with NO lean meat in my body to burn some energy that i needed ??? please... dun b so funny... It's lovely to b just u ...urself with that pretty chubby body of yours..... it's always good to love urself regardless of whatever others say about u.... but if u r whinning about ur weight and irritatingly complaining about how u can't just adopt a diet ( even if u die die want to adopt one) , please this girl overcomes what u say IMPOSSIBLE THING ...plus it is a diet which allow nth but veges rich in fibre... n sometime u just can't eat anything......
LOVE UR BODY...if u gonna use ur body like some 30 more years... love it ..treasure it... but dun spoil it...be the master of your body....fat or no-fat is not a problem... the problem is u.... u didn't love ur body enough to let them grow as fat or as thin as they wanna b... u r defeated by your body and get a shape which is not something u wish for..... try to love your body... or try to win it by adopting a diet which is far easier than our ( i know there are many others like me) painful diet.........

after one year long drama, I think I become more humanly... :) i enjoy every day of my life at the moment... life is good .... haha... i do have some positive attitude now... well i m older, wiser and stronger rite... loll.... anyway, i m so happy that i m smiling as i type this post... :D...
today i go out with sis and cousin... it's always fun to b near my relatives... :) and I miss my sis so damn much and glad to go out hand in hand with her....




then i join ZNW and WLH in jurong east and go down to jurong point... and meet up with LA , talk abit and come back... it's a bit weird for me ( may b coz i m not good at pretending) to face someone who use to have some history with me...... anyway i managed somehow till 11 30 and came back home...

:) If friends r people who will b with u when u r sad... i would say i dun have any friend... i was in need of someone to talk to and no one comes to my mind.... i did call PHYO HTET AUNG, but that thay nar didn't even pick up my calls coz he said he is strugling to cook chicken curry.... good excuse huh....

i didn't call him coz i m so stressed whenever i talk to him.... he would feel awful to read this post but i m not in the mood to bluff to convince him..... sorry about that ....

i did some facebooking and test Good or evil tester and it says i m 95% evil... haha.. i was satisfied by the results... actually it's like 2000% evil...

well i will put some fotos here tmr... :) and yea// i lose weight.... n yes.. i m damn skinny....... andddd yes i will gain weight soon as i m adopting a diet now... :D a diet by ZNW to eat pork and then sleep for 3 hours after every meal....